ZEE PLAN

Right now I am going to go start water for oatmeal for the kids then while it is heating I will get dressed and plug in teh hair straightener. I need to get fixing my hair down pat. (yes I am insane thanks.). I will get the kids their oatmeal while it heats up. then go to town with it.

Once I get bored and admit defeat I will start cleaning.

My ultimate goal for today is all of teh clothes organized.

Lesser goal is dishes done and table cleared off.

We are having a big supper tonight of whole chicken, carrots and baked potatoes.

Before that happens I will be beating my children to death and burying the bodies.

hahaha
(glare)
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(glare)

I think I start alot of sentences like this but I really think that if my home were organized then the kids would be better behaved.

I need to take inventory of the little people stuff. Thats first to go. noone plays with it beyond throwing it around. I am going to pack the barbies in the shed too. Samara cant handle having them in her room neatly so theyll be gone. I will be packing her pet shop animals in a little box or basket and thats all she will have. Donavan will have his trucks in a basket. In the living room will be mega blocks. I like blocks and theyre easy to clean up.

Christmas is in 3-4 months which means I have that long to suddenly decide that the kids deserve new things. I plan on staying in control of xmas this year. listing what I buy and what I intend to get for everyone. I already have ideas for Kev but I cant buy for him until last minute becuase he might randomly decide at anytime that he wants XXXXXXXXXX and buy it.

I would like to watch a movie today too... and possibly some outdoors time for the kids.

GUess I should get to it.

THIS IS WHY I AM INSANE!

Actually it would be impossible to pinpoint.

I think if I won a million dollars I would feel better... LOL. Instantly.

Nah.

(Though I'd feel good)...

gooder even...

We are going to get a laptop soonish (as soon as I can justify it... LMAO) and then I will no longer have the "what are the kids doing behind me or in the other room" problem... Ill have eyes everywhere.

I JUST WANT MY OWN COMPUTER... personal size. is that a crime? really? didnt think.

I also want my very own owned home. That would be great. Preferably in the valley... Becuase I love it there...

I would visit and people could come for the weekend and visit me. Picture it. lovely isnt it?
I think I would be happier that way.

I would be ALOT happier if the van was running. And my list was done.

list, you ask?

I make alot of lists...

1. fix van
2. samara totally outfitted for school plus her fees paid in full and milk ordered and pictures paid for
3. a couple hundred dollars to buy kev sneakers and myself and the kids new clothes
4. a new pet. HINT HINT... allowed by the landlord..
5. another bedroom
6. a clean house
7. a dishwasher
8. a laptop
9. a day off everyweek from evil children
10. an evening off every 2 weeks even...

Lets stop at 10...

so my steps to it:

1. Call the mechanic person my friend knows and see if he will work on the van
2. doing it Tuesday I just hate not being prepared, i shoiuld be and in my world there is NO EXCUSE! I AM DISGUSTED WITH ME ON THIS.
3. Save adn perhaps in october? Though Kev needs shoes before that because all he has are flipflops.
4. mwhahahahhahaha I have an action plan.
5. save our money then when visa is paid off start searching.
6. FRICKING DO IT JACKASS
7. Once we have another bedroom I am planning on having room for a dishwasher then GETTING ONE.
8. Ill squeeze it in.
9. I am going to call the day care again and AGAIN inquire.
10. Once the van is ready again Ill work it out.

All I Want To DO Today!

Go through clothes, get them put where I want them, Finish laundry, and GET CAUGHT UP ON DISHES!

Well I had to beat them buttttt......

The whining screaming and fighting stopped. Actually I didnt beat them per say, just put them in their bedroom and told them not to come out until they could stop. And then I informed someone that there would be no school if she didnt start acting like a big girl and not a baby like her brother.

Once again I am at a loss with these children.

I had plans for the day... I need to hit the school and fill out a little paperwork, walmart for her sneakers for school (thursday) and then superstore. I have $30 to get her in school, buy some stuff for a few days of lunches and buy the centers to a few meals to tide us until payday on the 8th. Can I do it? Who knows but it will be cutting it close. I need 3 big bottles of pasta sauce for chili then pasta sauce another day. I need a can of pizza sauce for a pizza and I need potatoes, carrots and a can of corn for soup plus a meal with mashed potatoes. Plus a litre of milk (cause that's all I will be able to afford right now.) Kev wants a bottle of pepsi but thats only after everything else.

Told Ya So

So not sure if I disclosed this but my Wii hates me. Its a theory Ive been working on in my bitterness.

Hates me so much it actually committed suicide by plugging itself into the powerbar in which the surge protecter doesnt work. Why? Becuase if it's hate of me.

Guess I Owe You

Lets start with at the moment.

Convinced Kev he should go and watch Big Deal at Teasers. I mixed up a strawberry crisp using teh frozen thawing berries from teh freezer. It is on the stove waiting to cook. I ut it in pyrex and where the berries are so cold I am afraid if I throw it in the oven itll crack... I might throw it in a cold oven and slowly heat it. MMM. Donavan and I napped today so he is still up (!!!!). I am listening to the bestest of doowop and motown 50s and 60s and playing on fb. When he goes down Ill play Diablo 2. I am obsessed. Must level up! and get out of the level (? not up on the terminology) LOL.

today was a slow day, I stayed in pjs until I was freezing and had to dress (right down to socks) I refuse to turn on the heat in august. UGH. Ah well.

The new air crispness is gorgeous. I wish the fricking van was running so I could go out and enjoy it.

Van needs a fuel pump. Not happy but ah well. The life of a vehicle owner.

To Be Continued.

Internet already!

YAY!
ask me how happy I am to have the internet... Just ask!

So I am not sure whats new since the last we "spoke". I was promoted to assistant superviser at work. That means when my sil is off then i am on (about 2 days a week). It is alot more walking. I wont say mroe work cause making beds suck... but as supe I get to make other peopel's beds. Ick.

Van is up and a going. Funny noise on driver's side when you turn but we shall deal with it as it happens.

My camera was stolen the day after i got back from vacation... sadly i lost my vacay pics too. ahh well. other people posted pictures. LOL.

not much else happening.

Blog better tomorrow I promise.