Internet already!

YAY!
ask me how happy I am to have the internet... Just ask!

So I am not sure whats new since the last we "spoke". I was promoted to assistant superviser at work. That means when my sil is off then i am on (about 2 days a week). It is alot more walking. I wont say mroe work cause making beds suck... but as supe I get to make other peopel's beds. Ick.

Van is up and a going. Funny noise on driver's side when you turn but we shall deal with it as it happens.

My camera was stolen the day after i got back from vacation... sadly i lost my vacay pics too. ahh well. other people posted pictures. LOL.

not much else happening.

Blog better tomorrow I promise.

bloggy gloggy

Sorry I havent been interesting lately. cant be bothered to blog. haha.

Here I am.

Ack. have I complained about this cold yet. I cant get rid of it. Keeps getting worse and worse. This morning I am coughing up chunky shit that makes me want to vomit. Literaly. I was gagging at the toilet for a good little while first thing.

Did awesome on wiifit last night. worked out for 30 minutes straight (YAY). I warm up with the balance games then do a run (usually short distance) then cool down with a couple games and end with a yoga pose. Well last night in the spirit of somehting new I went for an island lap run. HOLY 14 minute jog batman.

I felt great afterward. I wonder how actually jogging and getting somewhere would be. LOL.

Talking about batman, donavan disclosed to me this morning that he is actually clark kent. and yes he is superman... and batman.... and robin too. Way to be in a few places at once...

(In truth he says yes to everything! nothing funnier than asking him in front of his nanny (betty) if his daddy beats him adn calls him bad names. Donavan gives a sad face and says, very quietly, "yessss". Sometimes youll be a yup... But if you ask him if he pooped hell generally deny it and give the cat a hard look. Funny dude.

Ive implemented a new system to TRY and get samara to get along with donavan. I call it the NO SLEEPOVERS. If shes mean to him or trys to exclude or abuse him I tell her that her next sleepover (at nanny's or sherry's) is going to be cancelled. She generally makes up a game for him then.

I had a dream last night that work underpaid kev by 100$ and didnt pay me at all. What a time to have a dream like that! (then it all turned to sex). Sheesh...

I am doing NOTHING today. Yesterday I power cleaned for Kevs birthday. Today it si still not bad. Alot of laundry to fold and put away and there were a ton of dishes that I already did. :)

I am making spegetti for supper, I think Ill do the sauce in the slowcooker.

I kept samara home today. she coughed all night last night.

Well off to listen to some music.

BLOG. The Why oh Why Edition *added bonus, a poke of fun at boo's expense*

Holy farkin hell Donavan wont go to sleep. Shithead that he is.

Samara wont either... because her curtains arnt up...

Went to walmart to exchange my bike*. I think I like this one better...

*bike met Ryan... my brother who breaks my things and has done so since I was about 7. according to him he was biking hard pulling the kids the other day while babysitting, standing, peddling, going side to side hard with the handles bars (you knoiw what I mean) when sunndenly without notice SNAP! A foot pedel came off. APARENTLY he barely survived. Then had to walk teh bike *pulling kids* home again.* Ill bet you hear my sympathy. Yes I laughed when he told me. the visual was TOTALLY worht the bike...

Side note, Ill get a picture (like the shaq and ben stein commercial) of him standng beside a regular sized person to show you out of towners why the thought was so funny...

Meanwhile as a visual aid... picture it.... 6ft 4 or 5... 240lbs plus of blond athletic boy muscle, thinks he is THE MAN 16 year old guy. (Who is called Boo by family becuase he was SUCH A FRICKING CRY BABY when he was little.... He was also called cryin ryan for a long while... and cry guy.... what a sook.)


So I think the worker guys are almost done... maybe? Samaras room pretty well is anyway. (I think?) UGH.

Betty's again tomorrow I guess.

Wanna Bet?

Was that a challenge, my friend?

Cause Here I am. Blogging again.

About what? (You ask). How about movies?

Went to see the fast and furious this week. It was awesome movieness. I love Vin Diesel. (lol).

Yesterday teh easter bunny brought Point Break anda documentary on Friday The 13th. We watched most of the doc last night. It is awesome.

I bought stand by me for kev this week too.

I think today I will watch Twilight with Samara :):)

Well now there is a catastrophy... Pat Pat Rocket's batteries have died... GASPPPPP

TodoToday

:)

I made up a new word...

My todotoday includes

Charge teh batteries to the camera.

do 3 sinks of dishes. (to free up counter space of course.)

Blow out eggs. None of us really like hard boiled eggs and the idea of leaving them out like my family always did on Easter grosses me out so we blow teh eggs out and then paint the shells. Theyre very breakable but samara was awesomely gentle last year and I think only 1 got broken.

Making cookies with the blown out eggs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I should get to these things soon. Terry's birthday is today and I wanted to include some cookies in his gift.

I absolutly need a shower today and I would like to lay down for a little bit when Kev gets up. I am really sleepy and I would hate to spend my day this way.


I tried my new tea last night, MMMMMMM it was delicious.

The Truth Hurts

Yep. I am all alone in my quest for a tidy house. I just need a game plan now. WHY OH WHY.

Whenever I think of cleaning I want to just throw up my hands and give up. It is a horrible depressing feeling. And it is even worse that somethign so stupid as maintaining a tidy house is enough to make a grown woman (me) feel this way.

Ugh. How lonely.

There is nowhere I can look that is tidy. Or clutterfree. (Or particularily clean for that matter). I truely am a suckidy suck of a housekeeper.

Then after wanting to jump out a window to avoid tis lonely task I get filled with rage. Absolute black rage. And I want to break things and though stupid shit out... A caseless cd that floated from the top of the computer tower to the printer adn now has been on the floor all day. Am I the only one who has seen it? If now is the cd some "test" of is 'she going to pick it up' to be rubbed in my face later? 'look how long THAT has been there!'

Then I shake my head and tell myself that that is paranoia talking. And obviously feeling like that doesnt help anything.

Know what also doesnt help? Thinking about cleaning that pile of papers and shoes and rug behind the chair that I am looking at. And so I will go and clean it but before I have finished the depressed sadness is back and I think about the awesomeness that is me crouched behind the rocking chair on a Friday night while home alone with Donavan who is in bed. Then I can think about how this is definatly not what I was expecting ever. A week before 24th birthday, on GOOD Friday all alone cleaning up a pile of crap (not literally thank goodness or I would be running for a razor blade, i swear to god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).

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Not a cry for help or anything, put away your crisis helpline books. Just a friendly example of how something so stupid as cleaning my livingroom can give calm and collected me an anxiety attack.

Id best go do something horrifyingly boring like dishes with no partner to dry them with me and try to calm the heck down.

Flauntingggg

;)

I just put in the turkey. I named him Gibblitt.

Donavan is repairing his shopping cart and I am on the computer listening to music. All that she wants just came on. I tidied the kitchen some last night. I think I prefer cleaning in the evening.

I have high hopes of date night going forward tonight as planned. Some time out with Mr O'Regan will be nice.

Dreamt last night that we broke up but were both living with sherry in different bedrooms and leading seperate lives... Then teh dream became something about bootleg sex toys... I kid you not. Very wierd stuff... Is my subconsious telling me to dump kev and invest in vibrators? Hmmm... That might be worth looking into.

(joking.)

((or am i?))

Kay enough of that.


Next song is:

Hollaback girl... skipped it. Then slow shania twain one. Skipped. Sober by pink is actually playing.

Watched lie to me last night. Cant wait for 2 week til its on again. When oh when will someone confront her about her husband? UGH.

I need to get more organized. I was up early this morning btu still late egtting samara to school. Sheesh.

Down But Not Out

;)

Date night was postponed due to last minute babysitter challenges. (lol). Now I am here with a whole night ahead of me (and Kev too but if he plays warhammer he no longer counts...) What to do what to do. I dont want to watch a movie. Lego Starwars but I just finished act 5 and only avhe act 6 left (LOL) and I want to hold off on that... Ill probably read and stuff myself. MMMMM stuffed.

Turkey tomorrow. Some more cleaning perhaps. Samara has a trip to the Sugarwoods with school so she has a fun day ahead of her.

:)

Coffee anyone?

If I Dont Update I Can't Complain That Noone Else Does!

GRRR what a cranky morning. Donavan woke up and immediatly started crying... and crying... and crying. I got him some tylenol and then threw myself at the computer in an attempt to wake up. LOL. Now I am kind of dressed and kind of awake. I am planning to go to the kitchen, clear a spot for the coffee perk and get at it. First I am starting with folding laundry. I need to find and wash my black tank thing. I think Sherry and Tawnya and I are hitting teh gym today and if I even want to think about jogging etc then I need more support for the ladies. After the laundry has been started I will clean the livingroom. Mucho cleaning to do. After teh livingroom comes the kitchen. I want to make some chocolatey chunk cookies and coconut macs today. Big plans for me who hates cooking and baking. Supper tonight will be spegetti and garlic cheese bread. Yum.

I ahve packed most of teh boxes my good buddy got for me. Believe it or not the books around here have filled at least 5 boxes so far. I eventually need to go through the bags and boxes of books I havent read yet and weed out books I have no interst in reading.

Kev and I have a date planned next week for the fast and furious. he isnt intereted in seeing it but since I am not the type to force a boyfriend to see a chick flick I htink he has decided to give in a bit. It could be worse for him. Mwahahaha.

What else to say?????? Ummmmm....

Let's Try This Again

Another day another to do list. I tell ya, the work never ends.

No call yesterday (:( ) Maybe today??? (CROSSES FINGERSSSS) Ah well. Regardless. Thanks to Deb there are boxes here so I have been tryig the whole "put it out to the universae" thing. I am organizing by packing things that dont need to be out basically. I put all of the knick knacks from the dining room in a box and I started in Samara's closet organizing things there. Today I am going to tidy the livingroom and and box up my papers and binders and workbooks and such. Things that are there as a refernce but not often used. Then more Samara's room and I asm thinking kitchenware that isnt often used. (we all have that stuff eh. haha). I am thinking about re-subscribing to the paper as my next step becuase even if we dont get a call I want to be on it completely. I am tired fo teh attitude that we are stuck here/ catching up/ etc. Nope. If the oportunity knocks I am jumping all over it. And with my new resolve I am embracing some facts. a) We have 2 cats and b) we do want a dog someday. SO tehre world. LOL. That sint to say that things arnt negotiable. LOL. I am just at a point where I am sick of feeling like I shouldnt do things (like turbo jam) becuase we have neighbours beneath us. I would like to be able to take my kids out to the yard without going down a flight of stairs and dealing with lack of yard and no safety there.

Arnt I terrible, using my blog as a means not ot clean!?!?

Clarlotte is supposed to be coming this afternoon. I am so excited. If she can help me with my dicipline problems then great. My kids think I am a joke. Samara definatly doesnt respect me. for example we never go to a store without kev. Samara never bugs for a treat. yesterday at price chopper was the first time I ahve dealt with "can you buy me a treat?" "no" "why not, please, I want one, why not why not whynot." etc in forever. It was scary and annoying.

Donavan is dancing to sharing the night together by dr hook... HAHA funny. I got him singing the mini mini mini miniwheats song too.

Started watchig te Sex and the City movie last night. I ahve about a half hour left. it is LONG. I love it though!!! I miss the show. I used to watch it religiously before Kev.

This is turning into a long one, isnt it?

Kev and I bought feather pillows (he is pillow obsessed). I hate mine. I am going to trade my feather one for his other regukar one I think. The feather one hurts my neck.

Well Ive run out of topics. Off to clean.

2:11 And All Is Well

Samara just ran across to her friends house adn now it is just donavan and I agian.
He is shouting obsenities out the glass balcony window.

I got the bathroom cleaned and a few sinks of dishes. My Banada Nut Bread is almost done in the bread maker. I cant wait LOL.

Kev will be home in about 45 minutes. I am making a hearty soup for him after all tehs hoveling he probably did. I am so happy I didnt have to work.

I cant wait for tomorrow...!!! The anticipation.

Banana nut bread wasnt bad :) I had a little piece with butter. I think iot would be really good with peanut butter.

Well, this is how interesting I am. Sue me.

Ah ha A Blog

Hello from teh land of itchy red necks. Weeehaaaa

Kev is at work (He had to go back in and fill the pool a bit) and I am here with hte evil children. I speedy cleaned teh livingroom to find my dead cell phone during a fit of ARRGGGGGGG. I need to do it more often.

Today was day 1 of church youth retreat at the hotel. It was a ridiculasly easy day. I had 12 rooms. Forst thing I went through and got their wet towels and other bathroom stock. then I was informed I had to gt the glasses too. Thus my second trip through. Trip 3 was making beds and cleaning bathrooms. Then lunch. (I started at 10 and lunch was 11:30. Good timing.)

Right after lunch I was sent to held fold in laundry with Kevs mom. Thanks to the aparently shit job I do with big towels I was demoted to bathmats and hand towels. After I folded a bit I was told to take towels and finish my stays. And so I did. Then I helped a few people and was done by 10 after 2. 2:30 we left.

Then Kev and I took the children to the mall to pick up my Twilight DVD. We paused at Coles and I bought 2 charlaine harris books that were on sale. They are from her other series. I checked it online and they are book 2 and 3 so tuesday I am going to see about getting the first. :D

Seriously

If I thought I had something new or interesting to say I would blog.

I feel like nothing new has happened to warrent more than a conversation... Which even Kevin isnt interested in. How interesting am I, I tell ya.

Donavan is with Brenda until Friday Morning, Samara is at mom's until thursday. I am taking ehr skating Thursday afternoon.

We bought Guitar Hero World tour for the xbox 360 so Ive been playing that a little.

Still obsessing over Twilight but quieter now. (I think it was starting to annoy Kev...)

Finished Charlaine Harris's series thus far in paperback adn I am buying the next one on the 31st when it comes out in soft cover. In April I am getting Stephanie Meyer's adult book in softcover. I started a new series by P.C. Cast. It isnt bad. Its about a Vampyre high school. It is supposed to be "racy" but ive read up to teh 3rd book and whoever said racy has never actually read SMUT.

Ive decided to write a smut story becuase I think it would make me feel better. I have a story line and I bought an awesome journal recently with quotes about love scattered through the pages. I figure what better place. It may take forever but Itll be written sooner or later.

Im thinking cause this kids are gone tomorrow night is a good night to go to Kareoke. I am almost a little excited about it (as odd as that is). I am looking forward to a few rootbeer floats at Teasers and a little bar hopping for Kareoke. Yay me. Im going to wear my slightly tighter pair of new jeans and a bit of makeup. Maybe some drunken sex afterward. We'll have to see how the spins go.

My smaller cat has lost her idiot mind and is mrooowwwwing like crazy. My luck shell be in full heat in no time and Ill want to step on her head. (Dont call PETA, I wouldnt really...)


Well, bed with Kev... :D:D I need a drink of water first LOL.

A Sunny Day Blog

Happy Monday.

Work was great, worked I think 5 days straight. You want to believe I was ready for some down (in home) time.

Lots to do this week. I called about my lost perscription, Tracey is faxing it now so I can get it tomorrow. YAY for birth control!

Tomorrow FIRST THING I am off to the store for goodies for my "party". I thought it was wednesday which gave me time to go grocery shopping. Ah well. This just means I have rushing to do tomorrow morning. After that there is running about to do. Later that day hair cuts and piercings. LOL.

wednesday I hvae to see about getting the ol taxes done.

well, kelly should be a-callin' soon

ttfn

Holy Farking Crap Anonomous Monkey On My Back

IVE BEEN SOOOOO LAZZZYYYYY.

Okay so its been a week sue me. Im sure I am only hearding it becuase Kim blogged after 2 months but WHATEVER.

So Friday Night my parents took the chidren (Both DUNDUNDUNDDDD) and I went to Henir's girlsnight party. SO fricking fun. Drank wine, little girl talk.

Bought books 5 and 6 in the Sookie Stackhouse books. 1 more to go then I have to wait until MAYYYYYY. ACKKKKKK.

This is what I do these days while not blogging... read. alot.

ITS WARM IN HERE.

Waiting for house to come on.

Deb and I rocked yesterday. We went and picked up a record played/ cabinet to surprise Kev. She and I singlehandedly carried it to the freestyle, across my not shoveled yard adn UP THE STAIRS using GIRLPOWER. (I feel like I have been giving away free handjobs at the Pub today though, wow sore forearms.) When Kev ghot home he was happy surprised. But then we were irritated surprised to find that the platter on the turntable didnt spin. Talked to kevs brother the record collector and he said it sounded like the belt and after more looking and some onlines search I agree'd. Called henri, she called Bill and in a few days her knight in shining Cyrus the virus will come riding in to fix it. GO BILL.

Waiting to hear when I get to work again. SO MUCH FUN. (seriously, you try being stuck home with my demons... scratch that.... Samara is a GOOD CHILD (for the most part)... Donavan is the Demon.

And Now to facebook for a few then finding a snack for House.

TODAAAAAAYYYY

Blog blog blog blog bloggy blog blog blog.

Well Ive been creating lately and feeling awesome about it. (Plus alot of reading).

Tuesday I bought the next book in my Southern Vampire Series. I re-read the first one again (Dead Until Dawn) and then followed directly by teh next one. (Call me Henri, I have finished number 2!!!!) I am dying until I can get the next ones... Seriously, if jackass miraclulasly pays me afterall I am buying them. (Because I deserve it, right???)

Few days ago I crochet'd a baby girl beret. It is so fricking CUTE. I cant wait to start one for Samara. I also made (am making) a pair of handwarmers. First time ive ever followed a knitting pattern. I was touch and go with purling so it was start and stop to begin with... But I managed to actually finish one then start on the second (ME! who never finishes anytrhign!!!!) The second is actually almost done.

Samara had a cute funny moment today. She and I watched Dante's Peak. All through the movie she kept saying that she thought so and so would die. and so and so and so on... then when the movie ended adn everyone was okay (cept the nanny...) she said, "I knew it would be a happy ending..." Umm no kid... you thought they were all going to die slow deaths. She was saying how volcanos are only make believe and happened a LONG LONG time ago... I figured it was a good time to teach her a little about earth so I told her there were volcanos in other places... She asked me where... I couldnt think of anywhere right then so I said I didnt know... and she promptly informed me, "thats because they happened a LONG LONG time ago..." Well duh. She is so funny to watch movies with.

We watched Gran Turismo the other day. It was an awesome movie. WATCH IT!!!! (lol) Troy is coming over tonight adn I guess theyre watching it again. LOL. I am waiting to watch pride and glory (or whatever)

A Blog... Not a Baby one Either.

So APARENTLY I havent been blogging enough and what I do turn out is just "baby blogs". LOL. Well here is a real live one.

Projects:

Yesterday I finished the cloth diaper I was makign for Donavan. It turned out great. Next one I will make longer though, maybe then he wont be able to pull his penis up and over. Besides that magical phenominon the diaper was a success. and super awesome if I do say so myself. I will post a picture when it comes out of the wash. (I just have to sew around the button holes.) I think I am going to try my hand at a rag quilt next :):)

Family:

All if pretty well. I am trying to sleep train Donavan and it isnt going BADDD. I took the mattress out of his crib. Samara was invited to a birthday... the mother of the child is extreamly annoying. I am hoping that it will be a party I can drop her off at. LOL.

Etc:

Ummm???

I bought 3 dozen or more historical romance novels at salvation army last week. I am in smut heaven.

I am currently playing virtual villagers. oh how fun...

UMMMM?

I ahve to go clean before i am driven nuts by donavan trying to eat wierd things... Like a big banana hairclip...

OWIE Can't Type

WOW. Had I known my arm would be this sore I would have stopped boxing yesterday. I cant even lift it to type. OUCHIE.

Maggies place tomorrow FINALLY. I ahve been waiting forever for this. LOL. We shall see how it goes. I am also very excited about walking the stadium with Tara. I missed it the last 2 days.

I took teh weekend off from Turbo Jam. I figure the days kev is off I will take off too (to avoid being made fun of by a big meanie.) I am just waiting to find out what days he has off this week. I am going to dedicate tomorrow to my meal plan (Once I am home). I need to find a pencil for Samara's homework too. Ugh. LOL. I thought I had one but aparently not?

I dont know what else to say, really...

All About The Good Intentions...

I always MEAN to write poinient (spelled funny of course), interesting, and funny blogs but by the time I get here I am too damned lazy. Right now I am having baby cuddles so it is freaking hard to type. But my little heathen doesnt have time for me anymore so I ahve to take them where I can get them. (I think he is only over here becasue A) he is nude, B) I am wearing his dad's new robe and most important c) the robe is soft on his nekked bum. (see how c makes it less odd? yeah me neither).

Is it so bad that I encourage nudity in my babies? I know I feel gross if I wear a maxi pad for a week, poor babies stuck in thick diapers constantly ;) Yes babies pee adn poop but by donavan's age its not like they do it constantly. And I have Samara to tell me when he goes. (She is all upo on teh hosuehold news).

Hard to believe it is 2009 already. I am still writing 1999 when I write the date. That is scary.

It is Friday, Kev is back to work tomorrow, Samara back to school Monday. Monday I ahve to get my ass up extra early, bundle both children adn walk her to school. Save me.

Lets end on a painful note.

Last week I was playing with donavan while he was relaxing on teh couch. He grabbed me by the back of my hair and pulled me down (I thought for kisses... Nope). He straightened the oehter hand and WHAP DROVE his fingers up MY NOSE. Talk about POURING blood. My eyes were watering my nose was gushing adn I was laughing from the agony of it. Dont try it at home...

Beat that for the horrible treatment you get at home. (If youre goign to step up to teh challenge though I think you should note that not even an hour after I got a phone call and instead of passing it to me or putting me on the ready, Kev threw teh phone in a funny way, making it land, end down, on my shin bone as i laid on teh couch. Mean. (Did you like my commas?)