So Donavan

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I Just Dont Know What To Do.

There is something ROTTING in my house. Im not sure where but EW. I am sure it is a potato somewhere. Donavan likes to take potatoes and run with them so maybe he hid one? When you walk into my apartment all you can smell is organic mold. I bought a fancy pricey candle yesterday hoping it would help a bit but no luck. It is even worse now. It is mold with a strong sickly sweet tinge. It makes me nausious.
Im going to go through my kitchen with a fine toothed comb first. I am sure it isnt there. Im sure ti is either dining room SOMEWHERE or livingroom. Maybe trapped under the couch. I moved teh couch yesterday and swept it well under there but anything big owuld have gotten pulled along and not left there... So maybe?

Random Thought

Valentine is so soft and fluffy. If he wasnt such an asshole of a cat I would definatly want to snuggle his fluffy shedding body... Without the shedding. Blech.

Im terrified

Samara left this morning to go to Ian's for her first sleepover THAT FAR AWAY. (Coule hours across the province). Im sure she will be fine but she gave me a little uncertain look on her way out and I wanted to scream, "NO YOU JACKASS YOU CANT HAVE HER!" And slam teh door. But I told her she would have fun and id see her tomorrow. I dont want her to suffer but a part of me wants her to be MISERABLE and cranky and CRY FOR ME the whole time shes gone.

In my opinion he only has anyhting to do with her for publicity. He poses her for loving family pictures though he only sees her every few months. he takes her to crystal palace and takes tons of pictures (ALWAYS HIM IN THEM TOO) and NEVER buys her anything. Wont \let her play the games to win anything. Last week he (and a lady friend of course) took her to moncton to see a movie. While there they went to chapters. He took her to the childrens section and posed her and himself with some toys by the kids books and took some pictures... but DIDNT BUY HER ANYTHING!?! I know she would ahve killed for the little stuffed thing she is holding and she LOVES books but nope. Didnt buy her zilch. not like hes BROKE. he has the money, just doesnt play into his plans to actually spend money on her when photo-ops are free. He even put on his FB "cant wait to show his daughter the big city". Makes me sick.

My House is Complete

Samara is home finally and Kev has the next 2 days off. It is so nice. Samara has been SUCH an incredibly good girl all day (considering she is normally a monster coming form my moher's house).
Maggies place today was about Routines and Setting them I really need to get into one. I am so personaly chaotic (sp?) that it is hard for me to establish any type of a routine.
I cant really think of anythign anic-dotal (nor can I be bothered to spell it)...
UMMM
Samara has brought a new habit home... the picking of one's nose and eating it. She did it a bit ago when I was reading her story to her and I told her to, "STOP PICKING YOUR NOSE AND EATING THE BOOGERS!" Her response: "My nose was itchy." I had to ask, "And your finger was tasty?" She laughed her head off.

Donavan's new thing is to get "stuck" and yell for help. last week he put his foot in the middle drawer of my dresser (its a low dresser) and couldnt get it out. When I got over there he was hopping around laughing. The other day when I was reading donavan was yelling and kev asked where he was. I told him i had no idea so kev went to investigate. Donavan had crawled up into our dirty clothes basket and couldnt get out/ off. A few minutes ago her was yelling (In his funny hoarse voice) "Mommy! Mommy! Mommy! I went looking for him and when he heardme coming her started laughting like a MANIAC. He was on my bed waiting for me. Little bugger. He fell off the other day when he climbed up to roll around and so now when he gets up he crawls to the very middle and lays there yelling until someone comes to watch his "tricks".

Ahhhh, Nice to have my whole family. Shopping trip tomorrow :)

:S

I HATE NOT SLEEPING IN MY OWN BED!

That said, Last night was teh second night in a row that I didnt get to sleep in my own bed at all. Bed time comes and then Donavan wakes up like clockwork.

Kev is working today so my plan is to change some kid's rooms around. Maybe if Donavan is in the back bedroom then when he wakes up at bedtime he'll be able to cry himself back to sleep without being too loud for kevin. I will put the baby monitor in there and one out here so I'll be able to hear him. Samara can have he big bedroom. Then she will HAVE to sleep there. My only real reservation about giving her that room is how close it is to my bed... I didnt want any chance of her waking up and coming out ;) But she is gone on sleepovers sometimes and I can wait for a sleepover to be noisy at night ;)
So I am off to check Facebook right quick then my little dude and I ahve some work ahead of us.

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