Oh Headache, There You Are

Well I was headache free for about 20 minutes there. What a wonderful time that was!

Holy driven nuts still.

These children are not children but rather demons form hell sent to test my resolve. What kind of parent will I be by the end of the day? Ask me again if Samara slams that bathroom door again. If she gets donavan's fingers i will magically become the parent to 1. That is where I am at this point.

I keep trying to tell myself at least we have food and warmth and gifts under our tree, many people dont have that... Ill bet that their kids apprieciate each other though... And dont fight and scream and make constant messes.

Im just listening to music and trying to clean. But I suck.

My new year's resolution will be to suck far less.

Oh Henri, Deb where are you? I need comapny and decluttering!

Mostly company... help to not kill my children teh day before xmas eve would be nice.

If I can make it the 2 or 3 hours until Ian picks up Samara then I will be almost homefree, right?

GOING CRAZY!

HELP ME

Donavan is crabby and wont LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

Im about to go nuts and jump off the balcony. Hopefully it would be quiet in traction.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I was up last night coughing (much better today though) so I am tired and cranky, then he is up my ass and cranky and samara is screaming at him at every chance.

I am ready to run away.

Holy Tantrums Batman

Donavan is such a cranky kid lately. Everytime I turn around he is on the floor kicking and screaming! It is insane.

I think someone is coming for some baby clothes I have here.

I did up some dishes a bit ago and I have alot of christmas crafting to do. I cant work on Kelly's until I get some yellow wool so I went on to the next one. Plus I ahve been making scarves like crazy. LOL. I need more yarn.... YARNNN FOR THE POOORRRR. HAHA. Later in the week I am goign to go to frenchies and the bridge and see if I can find anything :)

Another tantrum.

Yay.

:S

I HATE NOT SLEEPING IN MY OWN BED!

That said, Last night was teh second night in a row that I didnt get to sleep in my own bed at all. Bed time comes and then Donavan wakes up like clockwork.

Kev is working today so my plan is to change some kid's rooms around. Maybe if Donavan is in the back bedroom then when he wakes up at bedtime he'll be able to cry himself back to sleep without being too loud for kevin. I will put the baby monitor in there and one out here so I'll be able to hear him. Samara can have he big bedroom. Then she will HAVE to sleep there. My only real reservation about giving her that room is how close it is to my bed... I didnt want any chance of her waking up and coming out ;) But she is gone on sleepovers sometimes and I can wait for a sleepover to be noisy at night ;)
So I am off to check Facebook right quick then my little dude and I ahve some work ahead of us.

WHHIIIINNNNNNNEYYY household

Ugh It is SO FRIGGING HOT!

And it is JUST THAT MUCH HOTTER in the kitchen. There are dishes to be done and supper to be planned but WOW. It is a sauna in there! I am DYING.

Kev got the call today. He got a new job! it will be 8-4 everyday. He will be home EVERYNIGHT for supper. I AM SO FRIGGING EXCITED i tell ya. After 6 months there will even be BENEFITS!

I am going to freaking beat my kids in about 2 seconds... WOW. Donavan is SOOOO cranky with the heat. he is basically walking around the house VERY SLOWLY yelling and whining and screaming angrily. Samara is hot and bored so she is trying to antagonize him CONSTANTLY and rive me crazy.

I am in Serious Danger

Of killing someone

It is SO freaking hot in here I want to scream. And Samara WILL NOT LET ME BE! ARRGGGGG. Plus Donavan dropped a glass earlier and im pretty sure samara stepped ona tiny sliver. Too small for the tweezers. I tried and tried im not even sure theres anythign there...

She is ina warm tub right now to try to soak ehr foot. I am going to go wash her hair ina sec.

Kev is working close tonight. My big plans include:

PUTTING THESE KIDS TO BED!

Taking a GOOD shower

Arranging my new tv stand and getting it ready for kev to put the tv on. YAY!


Maggies place this morning for a kids cooking program. samara and I made guacamole. I HATE GUACAMOLE. LOL. there was other cool stuff. The program was "Thinking Outside teh Lunchbox". Im so excited about making lunches for samara in September :)

Yeahhh

So the other day my clothesline snapped... Can you imagine the words coming from my face when the back neighbor came to the door to tell us? Yeah. Shitty, needless to say.

Sat at outpatients for hours yesterday with kevin after his bloodwork. Ultra fun, you can imagine. Only 4 hours so it could have been worse.

This time he has 2 antihistamines and steroids for a week. Lets see what happens.

Ian was supposed to call today to take samara for a bit,,, want to guess who hasnt called yet adn its 10 after 3. Asshole. Good freaking thing i didnt tell samara isnt it. To think i dressed her any everything...

Bought a new sundress yesterday and I am wearing it today :)

Seriously

This no sleep sucks.
I would like to have a positive thing to right in here but when you are this tired its impossible... The past few nights I have been ready for bed at like, 8... Just teh act of stumbling across the room makes me want to hurl.

And to make matters more... fun... Samara instantly hones in on when I am tired and crabby and starts acting out in every way she can think of. Everything she knows she will get yelled at for, she does. We started today with her trying to follow me to teh bathroom. (I hate that, she is at an age now where she understands PRIVACY). then as soon as I am out she went and grabbed her balloon... and started playing catch right beside me loudly. (she knows that A) kev is sleeping in the next room and she has to be a little quiet in the dining room, and B) I hate balloons. All day yesterday we had the "discussion" In the end I told her to take it to her room...) So why go and get it as soon as today starts? Seriuosly, new day isnt new rules...
and now while I type this she has been on the couch coloring and screaming everytime donavan touches her. All I can think is that it is the last day of school for her and after monday if she acts up she can take time inher room, and if she throws a fit she can go for an afternoon nap. Yay for free afternoons.

And I just rememebred that later I ahve to take my buggy clothes off the line...

grrrrrr