I know I am showing off now arnt I?

:)

Like my new layout? Thank you.

Cant take all teh credit. I undecorated my house from halloween after trick or treating andf the kids going to bed. then I was tinking I had to get rid of teh black and orange I had going on on the ol blog. Then I said nayyyyyyyy toooo layyyyyy-z.

The DEB changed hers to the pretty aqua greenyness. And so to keep up with the jones-es I changed mine too last night.

WTG me.


Finalllly got my maintanence last night... too late to get anyone to take me to pay it, thank you very much.

fate would have it i am never going to be my landlord's favourite. after maggies this morning im going to go to the bank (PLEASE DONT BE TOO COLD) then I am going to let him know it is here ;) Then let him know I am not going to be ontime like i thought i would this month. No sirree. It sounded like a good idea to borrow 200 from kevs sister on tuesday and that combined with kevs 500$ cheque would pay our rent and I could pick up 50$ worth of stuff we need... Except we need too much. DIAPERS and MILK top begin with. theres 20$ plus wipes, 25$. plus god knows what else for 2 weeks of broke again. Nahhh.


well gotta go get samara to do her homework and dress everyone.

(Plus read teh online paper... remind me to call and cancel teh subscription today)

Ugh Broke

Ugh I am dead broke... I just did up our ins and outs and there are FARRR too many outs. Add on top of that we need to do somethign about the fleabags... Im thinking were going to have to buy some cheaper stuff at walmart for another 2 weeks and hope that that does it... When Kev comes home I am sure he will have yet another thing that I ahve forgotten... It is times like this I think, "Why do I not babysit?" 2 reasons dear friends... A) dont like kids... which is not that big of a deal. a few hours wont kill me... it is B) that stops me. Kevin hatesssss kids. and his days off are Thursday, Friday. I dont need that stress. It is juts because were SO broke that It is all so crappy. I used to budget up down to the last doller but that is what put us so far behind. I would forget spending money, wed spend and then voila- a bill not paid. This week I left 30$ that i am NOT (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) devoting anywhere. That is after I have paid off my avon and kevin got his new game that just came out. plus anyhting over $500 is free money whether is is $5.00 or $50.00 :)
Ive got a gift for kevs mom bought (Avon) and I have a few for Kev and the kids picked out so I am getting a jump on it. My nerves cant take another christmas running at the last minute.

UGHHHH

gotta go russle up something for my little guy form our empty cupboards. LOL.

Yeahhh

So the other day my clothesline snapped... Can you imagine the words coming from my face when the back neighbor came to the door to tell us? Yeah. Shitty, needless to say.

Sat at outpatients for hours yesterday with kevin after his bloodwork. Ultra fun, you can imagine. Only 4 hours so it could have been worse.

This time he has 2 antihistamines and steroids for a week. Lets see what happens.

Ian was supposed to call today to take samara for a bit,,, want to guess who hasnt called yet adn its 10 after 3. Asshole. Good freaking thing i didnt tell samara isnt it. To think i dressed her any everything...

Bought a new sundress yesterday and I am wearing it today :)

MOTHER *BLEEPER*

Well my dryer officially is broken. Son of a... gun? Ugh. Is it the Gods of power conservation at work? Or just my luck? Seems like my luck lately. It is not supposed to rain tonight or tomrrow so I will be hanging out the load that I was trying to dry, I guess. Hopefully I can work something out with a friend of mine's boyfriend who knows dryers... Hopefully.

Tomorrow is the last Snuggle bugs at maggies place. It is starting a bit later than usual and ending a bit later too, There will be a BBQ. YUM. I am so excited. LOL. I am going to miss going all summer though. Plus tehre will be no more Thursday for us becuase Donavan is going to be EAR friday and technically it is only until 1 year. :(:(

Kevs sister's bf Randy says he thinks that the dryer is just a fuse in teh basement... He will be around tomorrow to see. Pray for me... I cant spend all summer hanging clothes out that high window and bringing bugs back in. UGH.

Holy Crap.

I am SO incredibly broke.
WOW.
PAINFULLY BROKE. Painfully painfully. I mean i was broke last week after paying my rent (late) and having 71.00$ to my name to get what I needed. (It didnt stretch). but now I am even more broke... NO MONEY after I get Family allowance and I would ahve to stretch it FARTHER. UGH. Holy... Now would be a great time to win the lottery.

The one good thing is that for the first time since I ahve had a powerbill my bill is completely up to date... Once I make good on my $200.00 promise for eastlink it will be down to current month's bill... and my rent is paid up... so if i manage to pay rent on the last day of the month then it will be %100 good too... but looking at where I am right now it looks like that will be late... its the only place I can rob peter to pay paul... or jim... or john... or Mary... See the pickle I am in...

I cant even think to change teh topic and cheer this blog up... its teh type of situation where all I can do is sit back and fret about how incredibly broke I am... See me fretting??? fret fret fret...
If I had 5 bucks I would buy a tv bingo card for tomorrow in the hopes and praying to win... WOW. So broke... All I can do is keep saying "next month will be awesome becuase we're all caught up".

I think I am ready for some Buddha-licious quotes now...
(lol) >.<