When we do, we try to do good...

Sunday, November 30, 2008

At The Endddddd

Had a great time at my "party" I am planning another in December I think. On a Saturday night this time I think. Hopefully everyone will be able to make it again.

I finished rug number 2. Number 1 was a red bird to see if I had the attention span to finish one. I did. Number 2 is for my parents for xmas to go on the wall. It was a rose using wool and wooly yarn. It turned out awesome. Today I am going to draw up number 3. My Ode to Kelly. LOL. I think as soona s i pull apart my new black coat and the brown I will probably borrow Donna's machine to cut it all. I have 4 pairs of scizzors and in that only 1 pair is usable becuase teh others are SO DULL from cutting wool.

Bought an Art Attack with Neil Buchannon book yesterday SCORE. I cant wait to get some paint and try some crafts out with Samara. Shes been copying a few 1 dimentionally the last 2 days. Creative bugger.


Bought 2 new bras from Additionelle friday. size G38! My actual measured size is H36 but they didnt ahve it so they improvised. I want to post NICE BOOBIE/ bra pictures but would that cross a line? HAHA who knows. Im so proud of the girls right now. HAHA.

Well I should go put pants on. Henri and her kiddies are coming to walk to mcdonalds with us. I realized i have a pack of those coupons abd they expire today!

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Wow So Tired

Just that. Wow I am so tired.

I want to take a nap ut I dont nap well. I get nausious and sickly when I wake up.

Samara is home now and donavan is at brendas for the weekend.

I wish I had an elastic but I dont.

LOL.

I was going to write and actual blog but Im too tired. LOL.

Im going to take Samara to Frenchies. MWAHAHA. I have a few dollers left over from my 1 week pay cheque. Might as well enjoy them.

Plus we borrowed Samara's 5 bucks last week so Ill let her get a toy, a book and Im thinking a wintery item ;)

Yes I am a control freak but it is too close for xmas for a dollerama excursion.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Samara To Donavan

"OOWWW hes scratching and pinching me. He wants me off the chair. He must be jealous."

"Youre such a baby. No baby toys allowed, baby."

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Holy 12:06...

And no Kevin.

I am goign to heck to bed now. Donavan is screaming in teh room and not going back down so Im going to take him to bed.

Morning comes so freaking early but I am going to read. Im too paranoid to sleep well knowing kev could come home anytime and I wouldnt know its him and so have a heart attack and die.

He is so inconsiderate.

:P:P

And a big meanie, wienie, scheenie.

haha.

good night.

Ode To All Of The Things I Have Lost

I have lost a few odd things recently and it really makes me sad.

One thing is a crochet magazine from teh 60s that kevs mom gave me. I want to crochet something (and if it goes well I want to crochet a few things) but without that book and so no pattern it will be hard.

On another note.

I am finding myself way to stressed and short with Samara lately. I am going to try to slow down and be a better parent to her. I think maybe she is acting out because she isnt feeling like shes getting enough attention lately? I doint know?

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Todayyy and AWAYYY

Went to Maggies Place today. It was the last "You Make The Difference". I demonstrated knitting (with karen's help) to Brandi. And vowed again never to knit again. Crochet on the other hand is getting another try. Its so darn easy and fun.

My landlord's man came over and put weather stripping on our back door. That should take care of some drafts back there which is awesome. He is going to check out our drip on a warm day outside and see if theres anythign he can do.

Had left over mac and hamburger for \lunch with donavan. Going to go get Samara in a few minutes.

God I am exciting.

Since jen mentioned it in an offhand way ;) Thank for the congrats adn all on getting away.

I was told yeserday that I ahve my funding and accomadations. Im going to be Karens partner. We're going to bum a ride with a health nurse (lol) and be bunkies for the night. Ask me how excited I am.


http://sites.google.com/site/nsfsngathering/nsfsn

This is what I am attending. Jealous???? YOu should be!

I am so excited. The second day there will be a forum on Peer councilling. As a Breastfeeding Peer phone councillor I am going to learn SO FREAKING MUCH.

Video Bloggin To Kill Time.

Funniest Face Ever


You can JUST see Samara's face peeking out. Ill post the rest when Sarah sends them.
This was teh Maggie's Place Opening/ Ribbon Cutting BTW.
I met Maggie's Mom!!!!! WOW!!!!

Monday, November 24, 2008

Questions

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?At the moment I guess. Im not doing anythign not to run smoothly. The computer is working and Donavan is feeding himself lunch.

If you could move somewhere else would you?Heck yeah and teh world knows it.
Are you better at math or english?English i am scared of math.

Do you know anyone named Taylor?Last name sure, first name no.

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?Donavan MWAHAHAH. (and Kevin)

Are you friends with someone who's older than you?Yes... most of them... sorry everyone cant be 23. :P:P

In the past week have you felt stupid?constantly. Sad isnt it?

Are you allowed to stay up later than ten o' clock on a weeknight?sometimes? depends on what time kevin demands that we retire.

Do people ever mistake you for being a different race?.... member of the human race here, dude.

Do you have your baby picture in your room?no

When was the last time you visited the zoo?this summer

Have you ever gotten your nails done?sadly no. im too low maintanence.

What happened at 10AM this morning?I was at Maggies Place

Were you happy when you woke up today?As happy as a non morning person can be I guess

Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?I have no song and dont use myspace.

Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?If I have to and I feel stupid when I do

How did you get to sleep last night?closed my eyes

Did you see the person you like today?I saw lots of likable people.

Have you kissed anyone with a name that starts with a M?Mara? HAHA

Do you have any career ideas yet?nope

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?nope

Which one of your friends is so cocky you almost can't stand it?me, its awful.

The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you do?Ask him how his day went.

Do your parents allow you to date?sure?

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?Eventually...

How often do you get a new comment on Facebook ?occasionally

Are there any stressful situations in your life?CHRISTMAS!

Whats a word that starts with the first letter of your first name?Lion

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?depends how fast theyre walking

How many months until your birthday?5.5

Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?I dont know? All of them. We speakie the same language and all

Does the thought of marriage scare you?No. the thought of divorce does. LOL

Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep a night?Doubt it.

How do you know the last person you were in a car with?Pretty well. Whats tehre about a 17 month baby not to know?

Where were you at 10:17 pm last night?home

Besides this, what are you doing right now?listening to music, thinking about cleaning

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?I hope not

Who will be the first person you call tomorrow?Noone? LOL

Did you kiss or make out with anyone in the past week?Nope. fricking cold sore.

Are you a bitch?probably depending who you ask?

What is your best friends favorite food?soft tacos, steak and potatoes, I dont know? pepsi

Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?heck no

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?got a card for 20% off at a hair salon?
Donna lent me a book that sounds AWESOME. Lacy brought me avon books.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?Ive had 2 and plan more eventually MWAAHAH. I LOVE KEVIN.

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?better be or else.

Are you waiting for something?a self cleaning house

What do you wear to bed?A smile

Who are you closest to in your family?Kevin and the kids, henri, iris? LOL.

Have you ever snuggled with someone you weren't dating?donavan and samara all teh time.

When was the last time you and an opposite sex hugged?hugged donavan a little bit ago. Hes a snugglebunny

Can you touch your toes?of course. do i bend at teh knee, hell yah

Do you take walks often?nope. I walk places but not in a while. fricking snow and strollers dont mix well.

Are you afraid to grow up?hell yeah. Im 5'9 already

Who were you with last night?kevin and troy. MWAHAH. not funny. they were watchign a movie while i played on the computer

Last time someone yelled at you?not long ago im sure. were screamers here

What did you do this afternoon?cleaned i hope?

Last time you were truly sad?yesterday or the day before.

What kind of mood are you in?lazy

Do you like your life as of now?somewhat ;)

Where did your last hug take place?home

Are you tired right now?kind of

Do you have any siblings?yup

What should you be doing right now?cleaning

Are you a heavy sleeper?once i get to sleep

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?obviously

Are looks important?somewhat ;)

Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?yes that would be neat. (with metal mesh on)

What was the first thing you did this morning?dressed the kids

do you drink a lot of water?no.

Is anything alive in your room?probably ad living in the walls.

Where will you be 2 hours from now?here

Who was the last person to sleep in your bed besides yourself?kev and donavan

Would you bang your neighbor?with a hammer? sometimes?

Whats a word to describe your relationship status?half of a relationship. the lesser half is at work.

What was going through your mind during your last kiss?dont rememebr it was forever ago

The last person who held your hand?donavan

Who have you talked to most today?donavan, karen, or lacy

Color of your underwear?bright pink

Color of your shirt?purple tank and beige crochet thing over. Im hip.

I want:a cookie

Who do you miss?samara, kev

Honestly, how many people do you have feelings for?my family and friends.

Whats your favorite season?fall

Are you a bad influence?yes, beware

Would you rather have your name or your sibling's name?mine

Do you use headphones or earphones?speakers.

Would you do anything for someone else?sure

Have you ever been called a prick?nopeHow many first cousins do you have?technically alot

Are your grades good?they were not. I was lazy and skipped alot.

Do you ever think people hate you for filling these out?nah theyre fascinated... arnt you jen??? still with me???

Does your best friend(s) have a Facebook?yup but no computer

Do you have a tattoo?yes, 4

What are you doing tonight?nothing

Do you watch Family Guy regularly?if im bored

Do you read trashy romance novels often?yes the historical ones. secret obsession.

What's the last thing you bought?bread, pop, milk, doritos, and eggnog.

What's the last thing someone bought you?kev got me a salad.

What's your favorite movie?the running man

If you were stuck in a cave and you couldn't get out, what two people would you choose to have with you?kelly and kevin

When did your family get their first computer?when i was a teenager.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

:P

I ahve nothing to blog right now. I am tired but cant get to sleep lately. I go to bed and lay there trying not to keep kevin up for a very long time. I finally pass out only to be rudely awakened a few unrested hours later by Donavan's determination not to allow me to sleep in.

I am so ready for a vacation from my kiddies.

Going away teh 4th and 5th will be nice but Im a bit more excited about Kev's work party the 19th.

:D:D

Saturday, November 22, 2008

SERIOUSLY

I am a bit frustrated and really thinking about not logging onto Facebook again for a long time.

I am going to tell you all something that you can take whatever way you want. I DO NOT ENJOY SUBMITTING MYSELF TO THINGS THAT MAKE ME FEEL TERRIBLE. Makes sense I think.

Or not. I will elaborate.

For example. I do not watch Mississippi Burning, the colour purple, underground to canada, or any other those other movies centered around slavery and or cruelty. (With the BARELY exception of the racism in other movies such as Fried Green Tomatoes. (during which i leave the room probably). I like the idea around Casualties of war in that there was a sort of justice in teh end and michael J fox's character was such to be admired. I will never watch the movie again. EVER. I bought the movie sleepers years ago. I saw it when i was younger and thought it was a moving and powerful movie. Have I watched it since I bought it? No. I want to I jujst cant bring myself to do so. I love horror movies but hate the new genre of torture flicks that is replacing a good horror movie. It is one think to see teh big breasted chick scream in fear as she runs from Jason. Totally another to watch someone screaming in agony as they are tortured.

Understand now? I dont deny that there is bad in the world I just dont understand the need to revel in it. Seriously. It is my opinion and choice. Kev thinks it is wierd but it is me and I always have felt this way.

Which brings me to Facebook.

I totally understand the need to acknoledge child abuse and what happened to "Baby P" is the worst of it. The world should feel sorrow at what was done to that baby but I do not need it rubbed in my face. And I am at the point where I am angry and frustrated and ENRAGED at everyone who is doing just that. I didnt need to open facebook and see a detailed LIST of what was done becuase a contact of mine (not even a friend just someone who happened to add me) read it and commented on it.

what kind of bloodthirsty fucking society are we where someone would TYPE THAT OUT AND POST IT ON A PUBLIC FORUM?!?!?!??!!!! It disgusts me. Every person who read that disgusts me. Every person in every bloodthirsty group disgusts me.

I understand a memorial group etc but how are we remembering and honoring that sweet baby who lived and died when people are posting and reading that.

Do you turn and stare when you see a car accident in the hopes youll see blood?

Well I dont.

Have some fucking respect.




(I am not attacking my friends who read this. I am just so angry I needed to vent somewhere.)

Snowy Day


It snowed again last night.


Super snow.


Half of me wants to that the kids out to play for a little bit.... the other half is bitchslapping that half and screaming, "LEAVE ME INSIDE." I am queen of good intentions. The kids owuld love to go outside but I would be cold and bored in no time at all. Donavan would go nuts and try to escape or drown in teh snow and drive me nuts. Samara would want to stay out all day. I am too scared of all the ways a child could die outside in teh winter and could never leave her outside by herself. Thats the shitty thing about living upstairs.


I ahve a great and easy recipe for pretzals but i dont know if I have enough flour... or any flour.


Kev was supposed to work this morning but sherry first called to tell him to cab up to work and tehn a few minutes later she called to say dont come in, shell call him in a few hours. Noone could get to work. He works at teh wandelyn which is just outside of town.




Friday, November 21, 2008

Donavan Gets In On The Video Blog Thing

To elaborate:

My landlord is supposed to pick up my late rent today (this morning). He passed us as I was walking Samara to school. No word since so I am thinking maybe he thinks I went out and therefore wont be home???

I would like to go uptown and search out some new wool today but it is FREAKING FREEZING out. So my ass is staying home.

My parents bought donavan new boots yesterday too which was awesome. my kids are ready for winter. Today I am going to search out all of our hats and mittens. Samara lost 2 hats in teh house yesterday. GRRR. donavans main hat is missing and kevs toque and my hat are awol too. Im goign to see if i cant fin d a needle and thread to bind my completed rug today. Right now I am working ona rose wallhanging as a christmas gift. shouldnt take long to do. I have so many plans but NO WOOL. blah.

Kev and I are finally sharing a bed again LOL. mind you donavan is there too but at least kevs not on the couch. We have a tiny double bed. it super sucks. even when i was single I had a bigger bed.

Christmas parade is tomorrow night. Half of me is excited cause I love parades, the other half is horrified becuase the noise of it gives me panic attacks. explain that, eh.

Well, shit to do and all.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Vid Blog Revenge




My revenge against Deb's video blog..

(note at the end my computer momentarily screwed up so you can see me making what the hell type faces. priceless.)



Back to writing later.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Riddle me this, Batman

As I was pondering how different Kev and my taste in the same genre of movies is I got to thinking about my favourite movies. (Thats He isnt as hot on of course).

We both love horror movies. BUT. He loves the old black xmas and oldies by Lucio Fulci. I love the alien movies, Nightmare on Elm Street, Halloweens, and the occasional slasher flick. That type of deal. I guess in short he is more traditional and I am more cheesy. (Heck, my favourite movie EVERRRRR is The Running Man. I love teh old Batmans, and hes more into the new. FRICKING love Michael Keaton, he enjoyed Christian Bale.

Which brings me to the eternal question.

Who is your favourite fictional character? And dont cheat, I want to know why. Analyze it a bit, c'mon, youve got time.

Me?

Ellen Ripley from the Alien movies. She is such a strong character who "handles" everything thrown at her. She is in control yet completely woman ;)
While watching the movies I think, what if it were me in that situation, could I act as she does? So selfless? I think I have a girl crush.

;)

I watched most of Aliens and all of Alien 3 tonight. I think tomorrow I am going to watch Alien. I havent seen that movie in YEARS. I dont even remember it.

Friday, November 14, 2008

OKAY ALREADY, im blogging

To start out.

To teh chicky who commented on the cats post...

DONT YOU KNOW A BLOG ABOUT STUPID SHIT WHEN YOU SEE ONE?

I dont blog to TEACH YOU ANYTHING.

I blog to entertain myself and possibly the 1 person in the WORLD who mistakes personality flaws for funny or clever. (You know who you are)... :):)

DUH. Want to learn soemthing? Go here: http://lentilsandrice.blogspot.com/
Go now.... dont turn back.

monster at teh end of this book and all.



whatever,


ANYWAYS.

WORK STINKS. actually I love it and wish I could continue but sadly I miss my rotten children too badly and when I get home its hell at home. Poor donavan doesnt know where i went or why so he screams... he screams HAPPY first to see me. Then screams when i try to put him down again... then screams while hes up... WHy? Donnno...

So im trying to make it the first 2 weeks of training to make it have been worth while them im leaving and staying home again. I can handle budgetting until theyre older. I miss them and while i dont HAVE to work im not going to. So :P:P


What else is new?

nothing.

WEEKEND OFF HECK YEAH.

got KFC for supper. they ahve a new meal especially for my family. Itsa variety thing. for 29.99 it had 8 pieces of chicken, 4 strips, popcorn chicken, fries, gravy, and 3 salads.
Great cause I dont eat "chicken" on the bones with fat and goo and skin and stuff. EW. dont get me started. its nasssty.

:):)

Sunday, November 9, 2008

The Little *^(*^$ $%^$^%#$% Did It Again!

OH BOY I AM OUTRAGED.

OUTRAGED!

trying to avoid my nasty words... Its not working.

Theyre lucky its saturday.

By God I am callimg tomorrow from work on my break.

The M*****F****** paper boy ripped me off AGAIN!

A little Camera Cute-ness


Donavan table dancing. Playing with his belly button as usual.

:S

Its getting closer to work time and I am getting frightened...

Im going to miss my little chimpanzee. Whatam I going to do without him to chase around trying to put a diaper and pants on to stay???

AHHHHHHH

Samaras in school but I wont be there to walk ehr home... Poor baby.

AHHHHHHH


My rug is almost done in happyier note. and it looks FANTASTIC. GO ME. I only have another corner of sky and a little sky in the top middle. The twig vs sky vs bird at teh bottem looks AMAZING.

I cant wait to show it off.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Teletech

I worked at Teletech when it first opened in AMherst. FIRST WAVE! I was chosen out of hundreds of people who applied at our first call center.
I worked there on the floor for 6 month through many system failures, policy changes, management changes and oportunities for advancement. I enjoyed my job. :)

Samara was about 18 months or so (not quite 2). I was working until 4 AM 5 - 6 days a week and the only babysitter I could get to watch her was supposed to keep her until 10 AM so I could sleep but kept dropping her off at 7:00 AM. I wasnt getting enough sleep and was constantly sick. I was having anxiety, panic and bronchitis attacks constantly from not sleeping. It was awful and I couldnt handle it so I left for "medical" reasons on good terms.

Ive always held Teletech as a job I could get in a heartbeat if i needed one for whatever reason and recently Kev and I decided that us being poooooor folk and getting farther and farther behind was plenty of reason to get a job. The 5-10 guaruntee'd shift was definatly a deal maker. I will only need to rely on babysitter for the first month. Kev is off before 4 everyday and will be here in plenty of time, he will keep the kids while I work.

Were going to work at paying off our bills and gettign ahead and building and rebuilding credit :):)


Wondering what a Keener is???????? huh huh???

Friday, November 7, 2008

:)

Went to the BFI meeting today. It was a great meeting. Alot of awesome ideas being thrown around, im really excited about the next 6 months :):) Theyve got an incredible ad campaign going.

For my not so local buddy ;) and some who dont know

BFI is the Baby Frendly Initiative. (CANT SPELLLL). To make Cumberland County more breastfeeding friendly. I am a volunteer for teh breast feeding peer support network and sit on the BFI network as a member of the community and a bosom buddy :):)

Hows that for 1 upmanship my Steenky friend ;)

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Who Da Man

I'm da man.

kinda?

errr

Yeah,

Anyway.

Thought I'd let y'all know.

Meet your new co-worker. And welcome my ass to TeleTech.

STarting Monday.

Is This My Child?

Samara was up last night puking so I am keeping her home...

but she doesnt want to stay... I would be all about sending her except that she puked in her hair (on her braid). I rinsed her off last night but she needs it washed and so home she will stay.

Ive got a tired headache and somehow donavan got into kevs cologne. I am going to be the one puking, ugh LOL.

Kevs supposed to be off today but he has to go in to workfor a few hours to finish something He is off tomorrow as well.

tomorrow is a meeting of the BFI. Baby friendly inititive. Its awesome. I cant wait. Im going to see if angela will watch donavan though. Its a little early to expect kev to on his day off.

And I forgot. Im meeting with donna on our mysteriuos project beforehand. UGH. I shoiuld get somehting done on it today.

What is it, you ask again?

should I say tell you later again?

Basically I am helping her facilitate a program on the way that media presents women to children (girls) and how to spot the signs. et :)

Go feminism.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

My Apologies on the Half Assed Blog

Ive been called out on my shortcomings as a blogger and a hooker... I could turn this into a hooking blog ;) (leave it to you to decide what I mean by THAT...)

OKAYYYY you asked for it.

So a day in my mundane life. (spelling mistakes and all).

Last night was the suckitiest night of my childbearing years.

I put donavan to bed (and samara but she goes to bed so well its not worht mentioning...) and tehn around midnight while kev and I were snuggling (JUST SNUGGLING! not hooking) Donavan woke up as usual. After about 10 minutes he was still yelling and wide awake so I went to go in and get him. I stepped in and smelled THE MOST HORRIBLE THING. I thought maybe a cat got in there and had a runny sickly poopie. EEWWWWWWWWWWWWEY.

Turned on the light and pooooor Donavan was standing at the crib bars pointing at a big pile of chocolatey puke on his bed and yelling and ewwiyyyyyeyyyy-innnngggggg. His eyes were saying "THE HELL MOMMY?!?!??" I carefully picked him up and transported him to the bathroom where i stripped his jammies and washed him down with a facecloth. Then I went in and stripped his bed, threw the blankets in the tub to be rinsed in the morning and put him in my bed. I gave him a LITTLE water in a bub to go to sleep (yes badddd mommy but at least its not milk...?) I read for a bit while waiting for him to drift off (took awhile, he kind of layed there looking at me funny. poor dude). FINALLY he fell asleep...

2 seconds after his eyes closed and his brewathing slowed he rolled over a bit and POWER PUKED!!! all over me, my bed, himself, my blankets and my pillows. OH YES.

it was AWESOME.



I ran us a bath and we had a short bath, washed his hair (thankfully mine was up and he missed it) and then got him more jammies and stripped my bed, washed teh SOAKED spot with a wet facecloth, dried it and flipped the mattress (couldnt think of anything else to do). threw down some sheets and a new blanket (not mine :(:( but none the less) and settled us back down. it was LATE... and he took FOREVER to settle down. Plus I withheld a bottle this time so he REALLY fought sleep...

7 am like clock work wasnt he up and happy, trying to escape the room. Needless to say we're not friends today.

YAY

:)

I bought my rug hooking lap thingy today...
Its awesome.

Im going to go work on my rug...

If i ever get teh batteries of my camera charged again Ill take a picture of my rug on its thingy ;)

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

A Day Like Many Others...

Except today I had subway. MMMM SUBWAY.

Maggies place this morning for you make the difference. As I take this program for the 3rd time I realize that I rock this parenting biz. I dont need to learn any of it (again) becuase I already know. The program teaches about being more in touch with your kids, sharing new experiences and making the most of your time together. One of teh lessons if to make the important words stand out. And I so do. Such as, "Donavan dont hit your SISTER with that plastic bat, hit your DAD." See, important words.

After Maggies Place I came home (So exciting... I know). When it was time to pick samara up one of my better off friends was practicing the biblical lesson, more blessed to give than recieve. She brought over 3 bags of pantry items and some tissue. It was such an awesome thing for her to do. She also gave someone SOMETHING (shes got a strong newfie accent sometimes and occasionally I have been known to nod like I understand, case in point, today) and she gave another friend some books that her children would like. She is such a good friend, would do anything for a person :) More people should be like her!

Once Samara was home I tidied a bit. Samara was starving and having a pickyfit too so though she was huingry she would NOT accept the choice of sandwich I gave her. Aparently she didnt eat her chips for her lunch snack. Why I asked? The teacher would let her becuase she wouldtn eat her sandwich. Well hurray teacher. About time someone stood up to her picky, spoiled eating habits (besides me). Maybe next time she will eat the sandwich I lovingly in a hurry pack for her in teh morning 3 minutes after she SHOULD have left for school. Anywho... In short I wasnt sure what teh appropriate response was.... be angry that the teacher wouldnt let her eat teh snack I sent for her to enjoy at lunchtime or use it as a lesson to MZ PRISSYEATER that unlike what nanny teaches at her house the world doesnt revolve around what she wants to eat when. EAT YOUR MF SANDWICH OR ELSE is mroe often my response. (and if you take offense to me yelling MF at my 5 year old A) shut YO MF MOUTH... and B) obviously it is a dramatic reinactment.... therefore MF is used to suggest I was frustrated... though I may have said, if you dont want a freaking sandwich when ALL WE HAVE IN THE HOUSE IS BREAD AND YOUR CHOICE OF PEANUTBUTTER OR NONAME CHEESEWHIZ THEN YOU CAN STARVE! <<>>

In short I agree with what the teacher did and I informed Samara of that and WHY I agree'd with the teacher and am not going up in arms about it. (though despite her picky ways, my child is luckily a 'go with the flow' type and accpeted her no sandwich then no chips fate with nary but a IM STARVING complaint.)




Can I stop here and apologise for my shitty typing skills??? I dont understand it, I spend as much time on the puter as before (maybe even more now that Im actually DOING the project I should ahve started ummmmmm in the beginning of the summer.... ). I just suck... I am speedy Gonzola.



Once Kev got home, he was all like, GET YO MF BOOTS ON BIATCH! and I was all, YES YOUR SUPREME SEX GODINESS.

Once Kev got home we got ready adn all walked to the mall area. We went to subway (yum) Samara turned in ehr free kids meal slip and got a balony sandwich and juice box. (yes, i know), Kev got steak and cheese 6 inch and I got a FOOT LONG MONSTER of a veggie delight (with toooo much MAYOOOO) i only ate half and saved the rest for ohhh about an hour ago. YUM.

Then liquidation world.

Then Walmart.

Kev bought Fall Out 3 and got a littlest pet shop for Samara. She asked very nicely if wed buy her something. She got one with a little pile off poop, newspaper, and a scooped. TOO FRICKING CUTE. and wierd.

Then we went grocery shopping YAY and home again where we are now.



Remind me to tell you about my project, Lazy blogger is kicking in.


****** Yes I did say pile OFF poop and SCOOPED. It wasnt your imagination.

Monday, November 3, 2008


I know I am showing off now arnt I?

:)

Like my new layout? Thank you.

Cant take all teh credit. I undecorated my house from halloween after trick or treating andf the kids going to bed. then I was tinking I had to get rid of teh black and orange I had going on on the ol blog. Then I said nayyyyyyyy toooo layyyyyy-z.

The DEB changed hers to the pretty aqua greenyness. And so to keep up with the jones-es I changed mine too last night.

WTG me.


Finalllly got my maintanence last night... too late to get anyone to take me to pay it, thank you very much.

fate would have it i am never going to be my landlord's favourite. after maggies this morning im going to go to the bank (PLEASE DONT BE TOO COLD) then I am going to let him know it is here ;) Then let him know I am not going to be ontime like i thought i would this month. No sirree. It sounded like a good idea to borrow 200 from kevs sister on tuesday and that combined with kevs 500$ cheque would pay our rent and I could pick up 50$ worth of stuff we need... Except we need too much. DIAPERS and MILK top begin with. theres 20$ plus wipes, 25$. plus god knows what else for 2 weeks of broke again. Nahhh.


well gotta go get samara to do her homework and dress everyone.

(Plus read teh online paper... remind me to call and cancel teh subscription today)

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Despite THAT I am in a Great mood...

Yoda baby showing his mommy what his nanny gave him.

Daddy looking at his children.

My beautiful mermaid. She did her own make-up. Gorgeous.




A Step and a Half Away From Pissed

SERIOUSLY WTF?

NO MONEY FROM THAT JACKASS.

Did you know our rent was to be paid YESTERDAY?
DID YOU KNOW IT IS NOW YESTERDAYS TOMORROW?

DID YOU KNOW IT WILL TAKE ME EXACTLY 7 MINUTES TO GET FROM HERE TO MAINTANENCE ENFORCEMENT?!!?!?!!!??

Ill be there tomorrow after lunch. I am severely PISSED. I DID SO MUCH TO MAKE THINGS EASIER ON THAT WORM. cant pay teh 15th can I cash the cheque on the last day of the month? SURREEEE even though now we have no money until the end of the month. NO PROB.

dont cash the cheque until the friday AFTER the end of teh month? SURE.

DONT CASH THE CHEQUE UNTIL THE SATURDAY AFTER? UMMM okaaay.

ILL FRICKING TRANSFER THE MONEY TO YOUR FRICKING ACCT ON THE FIRST OF NOVEMBER? SURE.

My ass. Welcome to november second.

OH IT IS ON.

WELCOME TO WAR MY SPINELESS LITTLE FRIEND.

WELCOME TO WAR.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Nablopomo Dude!

Yeah I am that cool...




Ive decided to participate in this years Nablopomo.

Basically this is how it works. Blog everyday for the whole month of November. I know, you're excited to read me EVERYDAY, right?

Now before you ask, I am not going to cheat out for today. So lets start with a bang.
Went to maggies this morning, then coffee and craft ideas this afternoon.
CANT FIND MY HOOK so i cleaned my livingroom in the hopes of randomly finding it. No sign.
Didnt get my maintence today. SERIOUSLY. Am I too trusting???? Am I such a bad person? Karma maybe? Who knows. Why do people make things uncomfortable for me??? So now i hvae to message that jackass AGAIN tomorrow to say, "i noticed you didnt pay me, were you PLANNING ON IT?" Ugh. Today I messaged hi at about 4:30 and said, "Hi, just wanted to let you know I am going to be home the rest of the evening so you can send the transfer (of funds) anytime now." Think I am too passive? How do I become more agressive slightly, and all assertive?
Oh look paris hiltons bff show is coming on. TRAINWRECK TV. Ugh she is so fake I want to barf tehn watch more.
Kevs out with troy drinkinggggg. I am here with the chillinnnnns. Sucker.
Samara is sick. attack of my parents over feeding her junk. she left with a sobeys bag of candy fresh from trick or treating and I told terry not to give her anymore than she had already had. he said only a few more and thats it. Bull. She was puking today and she puked in bed. LYING ON HER BACK. Ugh. I drilled it into her head WHEN YOU PUKE AT NIGHT ROLL OVER <> scary!
Im going to watch idiocyncricy after :) (spelled funny)

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