Ode To All Of The Things I Have Lost

I have lost a few odd things recently and it really makes me sad.

One thing is a crochet magazine from teh 60s that kevs mom gave me. I want to crochet something (and if it goes well I want to crochet a few things) but without that book and so no pattern it will be hard.

On another note.

I am finding myself way to stressed and short with Samara lately. I am going to try to slow down and be a better parent to her. I think maybe she is acting out because she isnt feeling like shes getting enough attention lately? I doint know?